Long time no see~

I've just recently started browsing through LJ again, and thought that I might/should/whatever, just re-activate my own journal. Since holidays are coming and I won't have much to do, I might end up actually updating here, haha. XD
So, in July, you might expect some news on me, my ♥, my (not so) boring life, my dollies and my world in general.
Yup, dollies - as if I needed another expensive hobby, I got hooked to ABJDs (Asian Ball-Jointed Dolls) and now they constitute a big part of my life. So big a part that I didn't even consider saving for the Larc concert in Paris, since I'd just bought another doll. Well, people change, and I still love my Larc, even though I don't really follow what's happening with them all that regularly.
Well, anyways, the previous entries might go back to friends-only (if I find the time), and basically, yeah.
I'm back. :)


A fic entry. Nothing very impressive, though ^^'

Title: Someday
Theme: #26. If only I could make you mine.
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I do not own L'Arc~en~Ciel (no matter how much I'd love to), and I surely know nothing about what really happens between the members; therefore, my work is purely fictional.
Notes: It came out of my head on a sleepless night. I know that the chronology is most probably really messed up, but for some reasons I like this fic. Sakura's POV.

Crossposted to 30_kisses and sakuhai (go join, if you haven't yet! ^^)

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    sad sad

I've finished a fic! ^_^

I'm now mostly procrastinating XD I spend a lot of time in front of the computer, trying to catch up with everything... And listening to AWAKE *_*
Ow, I love this album, ♥♥♥ It's just so perfect... I like it much better than Smile, and I like Smile a lot ^_^ I'm so happy it's finally released (well, technically it is, now, as it's already Wednesday in Japan XD).

I'm going to a convention to Gdansk this weekend, and I'm looking forward to it ^_^ I haven't been to a convention for ages~ I'll miss my fiancee ;_; But we'll see each other soon and have a lot of time to spend together ^___^

I've started to make myself a Hello shirt *_* I've already painted the wings and the 'HYDEIST' sign on the back with acrylic paint and I'm going to iron it tommorow and than work on the front ^_^

And I've finally finished a fic! ^_^ I'm terrible at inventing titles, though, so it's entitled "Distance", but I know it's not a good title >.> It's sakuhai, and it's angsty, so don't say I haven't warned you XD I'm sure there are a lot of errors, but I don't really know how to correct them. Gomen ^^;

x-posted to sakuhai, go join! ^_^

Title: Distance
Author: inidhil
Pairing: SakuraxHyde
Fandom: L'Arc~en~Ciel
Theme: #4. Our distance and that person.
Rating: R, to be safe.
Disclaimer: I do not own L'Arc~en~Ciel (no matter how much I'd love to), and I surely know nothing about what really happens between the members; therefore, my work is purely fictional.
Notes: The lines in italics are a translation of a certain song, the credit goes mostly to

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    L'Arc~en~Ciel - Jojoushi

Nothing much ^^'

Wai, I’m so lazy and I don’t update as often as I should...
Well, some things have certainly changed. I’ve had my oral exams, and I did quite well: both of the Polish and the English one I got 20/20 ^_^ I’m pretty happy about that, as the English one will be important when I’ll apply to the University. The worst thing was of course the stress, when I came home after each of them, I was so tired, I couldn’t keep my eyes open. And before them I didn’t know what to do with myself, it was all so strange, I didn’t know whether to learn or to sleep or anything… A weird feeling, but what do you expect from the first important exams in my life?
And the written part will be on the 5th, 6th and 9th of May (and that’s next week Oo;). I’m not scared, not yet, but I soon will be…
And I’ve had the first oboe exam, the technical part of it. I did quite well, 19/25, and that was the best score, so I should also be happy. But I’m pretty scared of the final one, I don’t feel prepared yet…
I’ve finished school two weeks ago. Finished. Forever.
A strange feeling; and my whole future life will be decided next week. Scary.
I sure hope I do well, I really want to study, and I want to move to Krakow. If I do, I’ll be closer to my Fiancee, and hopefully we’ll be able to see each other more often (I’ve last seen her in February, it was the 13th. Even though we’ve been talking through the Internet a lot, and on the phone – today, yesterday – I miss her so much~). Ah, I can’t wait ‘till she starts holidays.
And that’s enough for a short note now, as it’s one AM here…

Only the last thing, for kolina_chan. The "Silence" fic translated into Polish ^_^
Miłego – ale uprzedzam, mnie samej się to nie podoba XD

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    silence - it's late ^^'

Just a fic post

A fic I've written a while ago, and wanted to put here, as I won't be able to do this during the weekend ^^; I like it a lot better than the first one.
A bigger entry will get here when I find the time to write it properly~ ^^;

Title: The Beginning
Author: inidhil
Pairing: SakuraxHyde
Fandom: L’Arc~en~Ciel
Theme: #20. The road home.
Rating: G, I think
Disclaimer: I do not own L’Arc~en~Ciel (no matter how much I’d love to), and I surely know nothing about what really happens between the members; therefore, my work is purely fictional.
Notes: Very, very early L’Arc era, before Dune was released.
Warning: Some poor attempts at humour ^^’

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Crossposted to sakuhai, 30_kisses and my personal journal.


Ok. I've been neglecting LJ for some time now... But I'm going through a tough time now. Thankfully, the History of Music exam is postponed, it'll be on the 26th of May. Well that's a lot more time than I thought I'd have, so I'm a bit calmer about it all.
But my presentation for the oral Polish exam is still not done ><. Gotta do something about it...

And well, I have to admit I can't write in English. But still I am gong to participate in 30_kisses and practise, practise, practise. I hope eventually it'll get better...
So I'm posting the thing I've written. I know it's not good, I know there's something wrong with the tenses, but if any of you wants to criticize me, go on, I'll gladly correct anything ^_^
But still... Don't read it. Just - don't... ;)

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    silence - it's 2 AM Oo;